The answer for me!!

As of late I have felt a bit broken and lost, not knowing really what to do know. My desires to marry and be a mom had finally arrived (I'm a late bloomer), but with that being no where in sight as of right now it was a bit painful. I didn't know what to do and was afraid to lose that desire and go back to just living for fun.. After much prayer, chats with the great Brenna McCree, forgiving, and healing, I have came to this.. Yeah I have that desire, and am no longer afraid to lose it, it's there embedded in my heart, my heart has been changed and my testimony of eternal salvation has been strengthened.. So it's there, and I have faith and know that Heavenly Father knows the desires of my heart, so I will continue to faithfully pray, hope, and wait. Till then it is my mission to make the most of every day.. To serve, to discover, to love, to grow, and really just to live... Striving each day to become better then the last.. I trust in the Lord and His plan for me, if those desires remain just that a desire, I am perfectly fine with it, because I know I still have a purpose here and in the eternities.. So cheers to finding my purpose and aligning my will with His.. I will pray and I will work! I feel so much better and so free now.. Stupid broken hearts haha, but I'm so thankful for all those bumps I've went through recently, I feel better and stronger because of them..