Lesson Learned

Yesterday on the way home after work and after picking up my roomie from work, I received a call from one of my cousins saying my Grammy was on the way to the ER. My eyes swelled up with tears and I felt like I couldn't breathe. This women is and always has been my grandmother, mom, dad, best friend and my number one fan. The thought of anything bad happening to her devastates me. When I got home I cried and cried, I knew she was just having some chest pains but my mine went to the worse. I'm normally so good about being positive but it appears I have a weak spot. So I kept crying looking for comfort in my thoughts, it finally hit me, duh goofy you need to drop to your knees and lay it on the feet of The Lord.. He gave me the peace I needed and helped me see now was not the time to focus on me but to stand strong for her and. Everyone else... We do have such a loving father in heaven. So here I sit with my grams for night 2 in the hospital! It's not about what we feel but what we can do for others.. My grams is one of the most faithful loving women I know.. She's my fave!