So today and all this week I have been so miserable and today is by far the worst so far. I feel so bad when I complain cause I feel like I should just suck it up and I do try but ughhhh. So that's why I am venting to internet land, cause if someone doesn't want to hear it they can stop reading at any point and I'll never know. So I'm almost 30 and just now getting my wisdom teeth. I've had pain from them periodically over the last few years but nothing like this. I went to the dentist my cousin Boo works for yesterday and he said they were impacted and I had an abcess. I've been running a fever, ear pain, pain on both sides of my mouth, and a headace. After calling around to MANY surgeons I realzied that Denistry is definatly where the money is at. So now I'm at work and I feel like bursting into tears but I can't I will push through and it'll be ok. After all it's not worth stopping my life for. Must move on past the pain.
Last night me and my new roomates went to a missionary discussion with the missionaries and one of the missionaries talked about ACT (ABILIT TO CHOOSE TODAY) he referenced 2nd Nephi Chapter 2 I think.. It talked alot about repentence,redemption, and to act and not be acted apon. I was thinking about this, we don't often choose our trials, we don't choose the consquinces, but what we can choose is how we handle the hand we are dealt. When we choose Christ we choose for endurance to be the manor in which we handle and deal with trials and circumstance. I imagine since the Savior felt the pain of the world He must of had A trillion wisdom teeth pain with a trillion abcess's all at once. And he felt all of that so when I exsperinced that pain just for myself I could endure it, I could over come it, and I could grow from it. I believe that is true for all that crosses our paths in this life. He's already felt everything we ever will but in a much higher degree. So suck it up little Jennifer and stop trying to hire people to knock you out with a skillett!
