Quirks!

You know how you can see peoples parents in the way people act. Like we inherit triats, little quirks, or beliefs.. Granted as we age we develope our own idenity, but it's amazing alot of our idenity is formed by those things, in one way or the other. Well I've thought about this before and have a hard time seeing my parents in me.. I think I'm alot like my Gram but it's because she drilled it into me I believe lol. All she's ever really wanted was for her family to be happy and for her to be a good person and I feel the same way most of the time! I'm still growing.. Anyways so last night I reminded myself of my parents. Last night was Laurens birthday and at the last minute we decided to try to have a game night.. I flipped! One Im kind of a planner, which I don't know when the heck I developed that.. But I'm not one of those that put things down on a calender way in advance or anything but when I hang out I like to have a plan, cause I feel like if your just sittin around trying to think of what to do it ends up not being very enjoyable. But the thing that reminded me of my parents was needing my house to be real clean. Every time my parents had guest they would always make us clean, people were not aloud in our house if there was one thing slightly out of place. They weren't messey when others weren't around nor were they exptremely clean.. It's alot like the way I live, you probably wouldn't want to eat off my floors or anything, but I don't like going to bed with dishes in the sink or things lying around in the living room. Now my room is a different story it is almost always destroyed but that is my personal quarters. So last night I flipped cause I have been trying to unpack more and organize things and put things I don't need now in a box to go to the attick, so there was boxes and tubs in the living room where I was organizing. Ok so it took all of 5 minutes to put them away but I just didn't like the idea of people coming over while I had a mess. I have no idea why it bothers me or why it should even be a big deal. I don't care what people think, but in a way it is my way of expressing myself. Like my house is my art, if that makes any sense. Take girls for example, when they are going out just to dinner lots of them make sure they look absolutely perfect, while me on the other hand my hair is always a mess and I wear what ever is clean, cause I figure I am who I am no matter what I wear. So I guess that is their way of expressing themselves and it makes them feel good. So I guess my need to have a clean house when others come over makes me feel good about myself! It's something I do take pride in... I do like that I've discovered something in my character that reminds me of my parents, they are pretty cool and great people..